ridiculous!!!!!!

smashing pumpkins - mayonaise (live)

WOW i haven't updated in a long time. i always think i did mentally but then i don't. i hate when people don't update and now i'm one of those people! i'm sorry dear readers. haha

ummmmm i never update cuz nothing really interesting happens. just school x5 and usually hanging out with jenn and people in some way over the weekend. i used to tlak about what i do during the weekends but if i go out every weekend QU'EST-CE QUE C'EST LE POINT?! besides nothing's that memorable ANYWAYS. what has been going on?

1ST SEMESTER (AND FINALS!) has come and gone. MOST (5 of 6) of my classes were NO PROBLEMO. but effing french. i can't believe i got a B!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 89.4!!! it wasn't evne like ok you suck because before the final i had a 91.1 BUT her stuff doesnt even have a right/wrong answer. the grade i sjust whatever the hell she feelslike!!! participation?! TWO PAGE FRENCH ESSAYS?!?! (she gave me a Bminus cuz she said my interpretation was wRONG! WHAT THE HELL IS THAT!) i got it from SPARKNOTES> those people went to HARVARD> DID SHE GO TO HARVARD? NO I THINK NOT. MAN like UGH so infuriating. the Bs i got in HISTORY were OK cuz i deservedthem! but this is RIDICULOUS! jacquot that whore. i was REALLY ReALLY horrified and crazed for a few days and now i'm ok just VERY VERY VERY BITTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anywaaaaaaays i'll probably go back to crazed mode when i see my report card. and i'll burn it in some symbolic stance or smething HAHAH just kidding. or not. who knows. but now in french i don't participate at all. hahahah and i used to feel bad about yawning in front of her but now it's EXTRA BORING. all we do is talk about effing CANDIDE voltaire and the french revolution. like history doesnt make me fall asleep fast enough, let's DO IT IN FRENCH! it's sick and disgusting, def NOT intense.

2ND SEMESTER. NOT as fun as i thought i was supposed to be!!!!!!!!!!!! senior year really blows. even after college apps! and TA! and late start days! i don't even have that much hw but where the hell does all my time go?!?!?!?!?! i just wnat to get the hell out NOW! my senior year is, yes, RIDICULOUS!!! even during 4th period i FEEL stressed. so much stuff to worry about. even though i bum around and tlak to cathie HA whatever.

WINTER FORMAL. yES! i am going, no i don't have a date :( unless you count cathie and i must say to have her choose me out of everyone! what an honor ;D HAHAHA and if you read this of course i want to see your ugly face there :) i can't believe it's this saturday! crazy! but i'm excited!

FINANCIAL AID. wow what an effing MYSTERY! i alreayd missed like 3 deadlines and the effing FAFSA and CSS profile are CONFUSING! i think they make everything super secret and hard just so poor kids like me will miss deadlines and they can not give memoney! i want my effing moneY! and freaking college board. DONT WE PAY THEM ENOUGH ALREADY. how RIDICULOUS is it that you have to PAY to apply to FINANCIAL AID?!?!?!??!?! i'm ASKING FOR MONEY bitches, not giving it away!!! and they even had the nerve to have the site down last night. where are the billions of dollars going!!! WHERE!!! i want my money back!!!!!

PEP RALLY. was today. i didn't get to go to the last one (the doors were closed) but yes this one was FUN. i love the newspaper thing i'm glad we finally got to do it (AND WIN!). BUY A SENIOR SHIRT. i thought it would look better than it does BUT a lot of underclassmen like it so as long as the little people are envious then i guess our mission is COMPLETE. jsut don'twear it to OC i don't want you getting beat up HAHA.

SENIOR AD. what the HELL is wrong with our class!!!! we had to cut the yearbook down and pay $500 for a new coversssssss. oh well it's the ultimate punishment for those procrastinators. and andrews workload has been seriously diminished! yay more slacking off. BUT anyway! i'm getting a spread and it's going to be the best layout in the whole freaking yearbook. MUHAHA

speaking of YEARBOOK. still sucks! i don't like being under pressure i'm a HHORRIBLE leaderrrrrrr. oh well. LAST DEADLINE march 23rd thank GOD. then i can really haul ass and go home to SLEEP! but despite my shotty attitude the yearbook is beautiful so YES! ok!

AIM-FASTING. hm so i don't go online much but i actually still do sorta. on this SECRET SN!!!!! HAHAHAHA i'm actually just checking to see if it's safe to go online for a quickie butttt it's almost always never safe but i forget to sign off. cathie is the only one who talksto me htough hahaha. lksdjsokdgj ok. but yes i don't frekaing havetime for it anyway!

BALLY TOTAL FITNESS. unbelievable. so my mom finally got sick of me becoming a fatass and my brother AGREED (Bastard, he used to be fat too! hes supposed to feel my pain) anyWAYYYYYYYYy i am forced by my parents to go to the gym HAHA but jennifer signed up too so it's not as horrible as i thought and sometimes it's sort of fun. but i only go like 3-4 times a weeeeeek. i would go more if it werent for YEARBOOK! and school! and crap! ugh. i had no idea i was so out of shape. old men could easily kick my ass on the track. OH WELL. jennifer isnt on family plan so if you want to JOIN THE FUN please do so you can split it with her for cheaperrrrrrrrrr. :)

JOBS?! no. NO DAMN TIME! but i think in april i will go job hunting again. my mom will not accept minimum wage jobs and i do not have enough faith in myself to tutor other children nor do i know where to find the poor children i can torture. TRYING to find a graphic design job (yes having no life CAN come in handY!) but i still have yet to fix my resumeeee. ummmmmm right so

GAVIN DEGRAW CONCERT feb 17th. want to gooooo with me someoneeeeeeeeee? AND AND AND maroon five MARCH 3rd AND 5th? i think? NOT SURE. but YEAH want to go to that TOO!

speaking of which. i was listening to the jason mraz concert cddddd and my dad liked it so i gave him the dvd. and he like THOROUGHLY enjoyed it. which isn't all that weird but still funny. haha but it is a good dvd :)

ok i think my head is exhausted of topics. i think that EXTENSIVE entry should satiate for now!

OH YEAH. birthday in a fewwwwwww weeeeeeeeks :))))))))))) let's make everyone happy! and don't shop for me!!!!!!!! how about just straight out cash to go towards my IPOD FUND. :) please. HAHA OK